February 8th 2012
Description of UFO Event
I saw 1 object that was circular in shape. It had a silver or gray ring around a very big bright yellowish white light.
Detailed Description of the UFO Event:
I saw what I first thought was a plane because we live near the airport & see planes all the time. It flashed across the sky very fast & my first thought was that I've never seen a plane move that fast before. Then I realized it wasn't a plane. I saw an extremely bright circle of light. It stopped in the sky & I could see a silver or gray ring around it but no lights were on that part of it. The whole center was a bright yellowish white light. It moved quickly, hovered, moved around in a circle (still as a circle, then turned & I realized that the circle had actually been a side view. It was now a disc shape with the silver - gray part, the main part of the craft. The circle of light I saw was a lighted dome on top of the disc.) & then looped around & made the infinity sign in the sky, flew a bit further & hovered again. After it hovered at the last spot, it's light intensified & then it just disappeared. - It did not accelerate out of sight or drop down - It was just gone. There was no noise. I was very excited to be witnessing it. Afterward I felt tense & kind of agitated & my stomach muscles are still tight. I KNOW what I saw but today I questioned in my mind how I could have witnessed something like that. I also have a sense of loss & have cried for no reason that I can think of....
Reported it to MUFON 2/9/12
From: Gary R. Golem (ggolem2933@wowway.com)
Sent: Tue February/14/12 2:44 PM
Hello, Michigan Mufon was assigned your case from the CMS system. Either one of my Certified Field Investigators or myself, would like to contact you to conduct a interview over the phone. Please Email back to me, when would be the best times to reach you, along with your phone #. Investigators are volunteers who conduct research at their own expense, and attempt to document sighting information in a thorough and unbiased manner. The MUFON Field Investigator's Manual provides effective guidelines, techniques and suggestions to members conducting UFO sighting interviews and investigation. MUFON's investigative objective is to ascertain the truth. Your view and opinion of the event are to be documented objectively without the offering of the Field Investigator's opinion unless requested by the experiencier. The Field Investigator is supported by a large MUFON body of experienced experts willing and chartered to educate the general public and elevate their awareness of the UFO subject. "The Scientific Study of UFOs for the Benefit of Humanity" A World Class Organization, always searching for the Truth, Team MUFON!
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Gary R. Golem
Email from:
Senior Certified Field Investigator
Assistant State Director
Chief Investigator, MiMufon
Mufon, Mutual UFO Network Inc,
Gary R. Golem
Your case has been assigned to Connie Overy.
Received a call & did a phone interview with Connie.
Short Description of UFO Event:
City (Nearest): Traverse City - State: Michigan - County: Grand Traverse - Country: UNITED STATES
Bright light with gray ring around it. Round. Hovered, then moved slower, then made a sideways figure 8. Turned brighter then disappeared.
Detailed Description of the UFO Event:
Witness went out for a smoke was facing north. She noticed what she thought was a plane but it was traveling so fast. Then she realized it was a light. It stopped and hovered. Then noticed a gray ring around it. Round in shape. Then it went slower and made a circle then went straight, then a figure eight more like an infinity sign and hovered again. The light got extremely bright and just disappeared. There was no sound and lasted 3-5 minutes. She was the only witness that she was aware of. Witness wonders how anyone could not have seen such a bright light. Light gray sky, high ceiling. Closest building is 150 yards and it appeared to be 4 inches above that. If she could cover it up a golf ball would cover it or a bit smaller. It came from west to east. Two hours later she saw helicoptors flying in many different directions. After dark a couple more showed up. They do see helicoptors from time to time but never that often or so many. She was very excited and called a friend who told her about Mufon & also told her to write this all down. Her stomach was in knots, legs jittery. She cried alot next day, felt a sense of loss. Wondered why her. She smoked a few extra cigarretes that day. She believes in UFOs and had been thinking about them lately. She has seen objects flying straight out on utube but nothing like what she witnessed. Witness is 61 and is a part time web and graphic designer. To her knowledge no family members have ever seen anything like this. She has no desire to remain anonymous as she is curious if others shared the same experience.
Received a copy of an email from:
Clifford Clift
International Director Mutual UFO Network
Your UFO case has been assigned to the below members by your State Directors
(Copy)
You have been assigned the UFO case below by your State Directors.
William J. Konkolesky, Robert Nolan.
Please contact the witness within the next 72 hours and complete your investigation report within the next 90 days. Good Luck and thank you for accepting this important assignment. Your prompt attention to this sighting report is appreciated!
William J. Konkolesky & Robert Nolan.
I received phone calls & did phone interviews.
I also received a call from a woman that was on vacation in Arizona who lives in the Petosky area & is a MUFON investigator. Will have to find her name in my papers.
February 16/12
Something weird happened & I don't know if it's connected or not.... Doug & I have a Netflix box so we can see streaming movies right away. We started a movie & I remember seeing the beginning with the movie name & actors credits. I commented that the movie didn't make any sense & told Doug that it was hard for me to follow, I didn't understand what was going on. It was about a man who takes his son out of a mental hospital & is on the run with him. Where I remember it, they were already on the run & I didn't understand if they were runiing before the kid was in the hospital or after. The movie ended in about 20 minutes! I said no way & asked Doug what happened? He said he wasn't sure either but said the movie couldn't be that short & we laughed. We backtracked the movie to where we both remembered it & it was about an hour & 10 minutes into the movie! No wonder we didn't have a clue to what was going on with it! Somehow we both missed almost the entire movie! We joked about it, & rewatched the movie. Now, Doug did not see the craft, only I did. If I was taken during that movie, why wouldn't Doug remember the movie?
Jennifer Cupples put me in touch with Two-cam Mclaren
email from twocam mclaren - March/15/12
hope your well.
i'm available if you'd like to email me about your sighting and problems afterward. may not be able to help but can always lend an ear for friends of friends.
God bless us all
two-cam
ps.
your one of the lucky ones that has seen a ship. that in itself is heart rendering. just imagine what the early humans thought when they had an encounter. they'd be so freaked out they'd rent their clothes and pour ashes over their bodies to not be seen or purify their bodies acording to their knowledge at the time.
today we call on our friends for assistance in answering the event.
my favorite quote is: God please give my heart the ability to withstand what my eyes are seeing.
Friday, March 16, 2012
email from Me to Two-Cam
Hi two-cam~
Thanks for writing to me. Jenn gave me your email but I just haven't written....
My sighting was awesome! I have always believed but had just recently started asking the Universe to send one my way because I believe that some pretty amazing things are about to happen & would just love to see one first with my own eyes. There is no doubt in my mind that what I saw was a ship or craft of some kind. Afterwards, but it wasn't until about a hour later, there were 5 helicoptors flying around, at least 2 were coast guard choppers but I couldn't see what the others were. Later that night there were 2 more up. We do live near the airport, but I know what I saw. Ever once in a while we do see helicopters but not very often. There have been a lot out lately.
I have been experiencing many feelings & emotions that I have never had before in my life & it's very hard right now to just get through each day. I don't really know if it's related to the sighting or if it's something else. All I know is that since then, things have been a lot different for me & it hasn't been a very good thing.
When I saw the ship, I was very excited! Like I said, it was truly awesome! It was like it was dancing in the sky, just for me. I had no fear of it so I don't understand where the emotions came from afterward. It happened in the early afternoon (A daytime sighting!) & by late afternoon I realized that I was very hyper & edgy. I was bouncing all over. My feet were jiggling when I was sitting, I was like in constant movement. I also realized that my stomach was very tight & tense. By the next day, I was crying for no reason I know of & that has continued to this day. I can be cooking, watching tv, be on my computer, in a store shopping.... and I just start crying. I also have a sense of loss deep in my stomach along with butterflies. I seriously feel like someone has died, I've lost someone or some impending doom is about to happen.
I went to a meeting with the group that Jenn belongs to, the paranormal group.... and we discussed my sighting. After the meeting, a woman pulled me aside & said that she needed to talk to me. After everyone left the room, she said it again & then started speaking to me in what sounded like a Native American tongue. (I have been following Native American Spirituality the last 10 years or so but speak very little of the languages.) While she was speaking, there were tears running down her cheeks. When she was done, she closed her eyes, then opened them, said "I don't even know you, but I love you." She then hugged me, turned around & left. I have no idea what she was telling me, but Jenn says that she channels.
I have had a lot more serious issues since then also. I do not know nor am I claiming that it is because of the sighting, just that I have never had these thought or feelings before & boy, are they ever intense! For the first time ever in my life & out of nowhere, I became so upset that I didn't want to live. I wanted to die & I even went so far as to figure out how I could do it. I went to ER but ended up not admitting myself. Then on Friday I went to Community Mental Health & was denied help from them because they said I'm not crazy, lol, just depressed. (I did NOT mention the sighting to them.) I'm doing a little better with that. I realize that I don't want to die, but I'm just so sad all the time now. Still have the crying jags going on.... Still have the sense of loss.
Anyway, that's my story & I'm sticking to it! LOL
Thanks for writting to me. It's sometimes a good thing to be able to talk about things or unload on someone that seems to want to help. If you have any ideas on what happened or how I'm feeling now, I would be glad to hear them! What has your experience been with "UFO's" or any of the unexplained mysteries we have in our world?
Thanks again,
*HUGS* Char
email from twocam mclaren - March/17/12
hello char,
I can understand the sickness, and errie feeling.
I have seen many things and some was able to videotape. I've kept all private for good reasons. Only close friends.
jenn has seen some of my work.
you've reached a point of knowing and no one to tell that can do something about these things.
i think they are used to transport their passengers into another dimension and outer space travel from some of
the species.
always remember there is nothing there that wasn't there before you saw it. there's nothing we can do except ask for safety from God. That's been my key to sanity.
have i been abducted hopefully not but i do have memories of things that no way i can place at a real event in my past.
here's a link to the first ufo's i saw.
1976 Cannon Airforce Base UFO Incident
I reported those objects from the bomb shack i was sitting in at the end of the runway.
your welcome to ask questions. however, i might not have an answer but a willing ear to vent.
I work with a few other in west michigan that has actually been abducted.
with witness'
a good book about officers paranormal experience.
spirit of the badge by ingrid dean.
God bless us all and peace to all
There was a time when all the sons of men lived in peace in the entirety of the world.
have a pleasant weekend.
two-cam
email from twocam mclaren - Sunday March/18/12
twocammclaren123@comcast
hello char,
hope your weekend is pleasant and stressless.
could you resend the pic. i accidentally deleted it.
also if you would like to talk to a good friend that has had two abductions with similar symtoms let me know. I spoke with him and he said by all means if 'you'd like. He is married with a wonderful family and the wife doesn't understand or know how to deal with his issue.
do you have missing time by chance at the time of sighting or before or after.
out of all the dreams i use to have i only dreamt once of being inside a ufo with myself seated in a control chair. when i awoke i could not find the bathroom in my bedroom. i was fully clothed but went to bed without. that' was the strangest.
i have footage of ufo's close up at night. within a few hundred yards and some feet. one cannot walk up to the craft because of a forcefield that shuts down the autonomic nerve system. in other words once crossing an imaginery line you melt to the ground like a wet noodle.
jenn has seen this footage.
God bless us all,
two-cam
My email to - twocammclaren
Sent: Monday, March 19, 2012
Hi~
Thank you so much for responding!
I have heard of the book spirit of the badge by ingrid dean & will definatly be getting it.
Twocamm~ The picture on the link you sent me is almost exactly what I saw! Maybe because it was daytime or for some other reason, the colors were different.... Where the outer edge of the craft is red in the picture, I saw silver. The top dome was a yellowish white light, the whole dome was light & glowing. That is the part that intensified just before it disappeared.
Yes, I would like to talk with anyone who has had experiences like this. Just to know there are others who have had real experiences where there are no doubts about what we saw helps I think. I have always believed & I've even seen far off lights that I thought might be UFO's but nothing to substanciate it. This sighting was so close, there was no doubt. I KNOW I saw a craft.
You know.... I'm not sure about missing time. My partner Doug stays up late, usually till about 5 am so he sleeps till about 1 in the afternoon. The only thing I'm sure of is the time I came back in the house. It was about 10 minutes to 1 & I woke Doug up. I thought I'd only been outside 4 or 5 minutes but I'm not really sure what time I went out for a cigarette. I get up about 8 or 9 in the morning. I turn on my computer, go make coffee & start opening my programs. I do Web Design so I get my graphic programs & file manager ready. I don't pay attention to what time I go out to smoke.... It doesn't seem like I was up that long, but I didn't think I was abducted.... Did I tell you there were several helicopters in the air shortly afterward? There has been more choppers up lately than usual. I know that 2 out of the 5 that day were Coast Guard, not sure what the others were cause they were too high & far away for me to make them out. The other day a blackish gray chopper flew right over our apartment building, really low. Never saw one that color before. And last week something weird happened & I don't know if it's connected or not.... Doug & I have a Netflix box so we can see streaming movies right away. We started a movie & I remember seeing the beginning with the movie name & actors credits. I commented that the movie didn't make any sense & told Doug that it was hard for me to follow, I didn't understand what was going on. The movie ended in about 20 minutes! I said no way & asked Doug what happened? He said he wasn't sure either but said the movie couldn't be that short & we laughed. We backtracked the movie to where we both remembered it & it was about an hour & 10 minutes into the movie! No wonder we didn't have a clue to what was going on with it! Somehow we both missed almost the entire movie! We joked about it, & rewatched the movie. Now, Doug did not see the craft, only I did. If I was taken during that movie, why wouldn't Doug remember the movie? Any ideas?
I would love to see anything that you have! I would consider it an honor to see anything that you feel comfortable to share with me.
*HUGS* Char
email from twocam mclaren - March/19/12
twocammclaren123@comcast.net
hello char,
i forwarded michael your email. he'll be following up. he's a wonderful and knowledgeable person. yall will be able to connect on some things paranormal.
God bless us all
two-cam
email from Michael Hancock - March/19/12 (Dad's Birthday, 1st contact from Michael)
Hello Char,
My name is Michael Hancock. I believe Two Cam talked to you about me. I’ve had several incidents with this and maybe I can help you to understand. I will send you pdf files of my story (Event) that is in Ingrid's first book... “Spirit of the badge”. I am a retired police officer and wasn’t sure what to do after my event happened. I did come forward with it and since my first (was it?) incident I have had another that I can recall. I’ve never had total recall but I can remember a lot of both. After you read the file we can talk if you like. It will bring you up to speed as to what happened to me before we talk. If for whatever reason you email - me and it gets sent back to you please try again or anytime tomorrow you can call me at 269-727-0300. Take care.
Michael-
THE ENCOUNTER
I retired from the police force in 2002. The encounter occurred in the middle of the night in September 2008 at my home in a rural area near Holland, Michigan, which sits on the coast of Lake Michigan. It had been a warm, calm, uneventful evening; my family was in bed. The last thing I remember was watching TV on the couch.
The next thing I knew, I was standing in the yard outside my home. It was dark and absolutely quiet. I was not dreaming; I was completely conscious. The silence was eerie. Ahead in the near distance I saw a pin-size light, then all of a sudden a very bright wave-like flash that seemed to move through and pass me, almost knocked me back a step. I then felt a presence behind me. I turned around to see three small gray beings just standing there. Shoulder to shoulder.
They were the classic, gray, science-fiction-like aliens standing at a height of about four feet. They had large, black, almond-shaped eyes and long slender arms and legs. Oddly enough, I was not afraid. It was as if I recognized them or somehow knew them. I did not feel intimidated in the least.
The being in the middle said they needed my help. His lips did not move; communication was telepathic. His request was the same as you'd hear from a friend or neighbor. I willingly agreed to help. Something happened, but I don't remember what it was. The next thing I remember is looking up and seeing a huge craft hovering. I see a second craft about 400 feet away from the main one. I sense that time has passed since I first communicated with them but I can't tell how much.
I am now in a semi-paralyzed state; very, very tired, as though I had done a lot of work. I am breathing heavy and damp with perspiration. It takes all of my strength just to stand up. My arms hang down at my sides and as I am looking up at the craft I notice something out of the corner of my eye. Laboriously and with all the strength I can muster, I look to my left and realize there are two other men (humans) standing near me. We are about six feet apart from each other. They are also looking up. They look to be in their thirties. Neither of them seems able to talk or move either. They look as paralyzed and tired as me. They are breathing heavily as well and looking up. There isn't a sound to be heard or a breath of air moving.
A bright light at ground level is behind us and illuminates the area, including the craft hanging in the air; but I cannot turn around to see the source. I then realize that the small gray beings are gone.
The next thing I remember is looking up at the craft in the night sky. There is a thunderous sound and an opening two- to three-hundred feet wide appears in the sky. It is amazing! I can see blue sky and clouds through the opening---but it is still night time where I stand. Clouds are "turning into themselves" around the opening. I can think of no other way to explain it; the clouds are "turning into" themselves around the opening which is round. Then, in the blink of an eye, the largest craft flies into the opening, followed instantly by the second ship. Then the sky closes up.
Again I hear a loud clap of thunder. With that, I awaken from this strange state and find myself inside the house. However, my eight-year-old daughter is now sleeping on the living room floor, which is weird. What the hell just happened to me? I wonder. I grab my kids' crayons and start drawing what I saw.
I notice it is about 5:30 A.M. At this point, I'm in a daze and a normal morning starts shortly thereafter. My wife goes to work, my daughter to school, and I don't share my experience with anyone yet. As usual, my wife calls me from work later that day. She tells me that our daughter woke up in the middle of the night, around three-thirty, and saw a lot of bright flashing lights outside our upper roof dormer window. My wife told her to go back to bed but instead our daughter went to sleep on the living room floor. My jaw dropped to the floor when my wife told me this because I had not said anything to her about what had happened to me. I had received confirmation that my encounter had really happened.
Later, I talked with my daughter about that night and she said she saw about eleven flashes of light. That's all she counted before she got scared and put her head underneath the covers. She waited a little while before looking again and, when she didn't see the lights anymore, she ran up to tell my wife.
If my daughter awoke between three and three thirty and I found myself back inside the house at five-thirty, what happened to me during those two plus hours? Why did I feel so tired? And most importantly, why couldn't I remember anything in between? I was sick with flu-like symptoms for a week after, which was odd because I seldom get the flu---especially at the end of summertime.
I filed a report with The Mutual UFO Network (MUFON) and they have been supportive and helpful. MUFON said that I am one of only a few people who remember the hole in the sky. They also said it's not unusual to only remember the beginning and the ending of such an experience.
Two scientists came up from Detroit and Indianapolis to do exhaustive testing and a complete search of my property. They inspected a small tree in the backyard that dropped dead only one week later. They also found some plants dying off and they took soil and leaf samples. I have not heard anything back as of this time. I believe the investigation is still ongoing.
There isn't day or an hour that goes by that I don't think about this. The experience doesn't run my life but I am constantly playing the incident over in my mind. This was an extraordinary experience, one I never thought would happen to me; but it did and my life will never be the same.
Afterward I was driven to make a model of the UFO and I also designed a rudimentary picture of the hole in the sky. The photo below is of the model I made to depict what I saw. The craft had vein-like lines going around the outside of the main sphere. These red veins had a glossy appearance. The two smaller white globes on the end of the beams seemed to glow slightly.
 
email from Michael Hancock - Tuesday - March/20/12
Hi Char,
Yes anytime before 4 pm will be fine. You can still call after that time but before would work best. Two-cam wondered if either of us would look similar to the other. This has to do more with the other event that I can remember. You’ll understand more after I tell you about it. So this is why I am sending you my pic. If you can send me yours I’ll see if I have seen you before or not. Again, I will explain when I talk with you.
Michael-
 
Just add a few years and weight to this one. (1st one.)
I wear a beard in the winter so I want to send you both with and without. Ever see me before or do you think you’ve seen me before? There is no right or wrong answer. : )
(He looks very familiar with the beard.)
I lost the email that Michael sent relating to these pictures, but he found these marks on the bottom of his foot.
email from Michael Hancock - Tuesday - March/20/12
 
August 22/2012
I woke up & I was laying on my back. I never sleep on my back, always my right side. I looked at the clock on my right & it said 4:02. Then I looked at the foot of my bed. There were 2 'Beings' standing there with their arms hanging down. I would judge them to be shorter than me, so maybe about 4' tall. I could only see their profiles or body shape, no features because it was too dark in the room. They were solid beings, not misty or anything, I noticed that there were flashing lights on the ceiling & when I looked up, the smoke alarm had all different colors flashing around the rim of it. It usually just flashes red if the battery is running low. No particular pattern, but flashes of red, yellow, green, purple & blue. I felt Joon on my left side & I looked over at him. (He always sleeps on my right arm at night.) He was looking kind of between the 'Beings' so I moved my head to see what he was looking at. I could see the front door & there was a white glowing round light in the middle of the door about the size of a bowling ball. I also heard a tapping that sounded like it was coming from the sliding patio door. I called out Doug's name & everything just faded out of sight. I had an urge to go out to the livingroom, but I just stayed in bed. I wish now that I would have gone out there.
The next morning Doug checked the smoke alarm & the battery was dead.
Joon wouldn't sleep cradled in my arm like he usually does.... The next 2 nights he slept on my feet, staring at the front door.
email from michael later in the day.
That was fantastic! I have a good idea what happened, you were taken or went and they were bringing you back. You just woke up to soon. Do you remember if your night cloths were on the same as you put them on? Nighty, underwear, etc.? Have you looked for any odd or new scares or marks on your body?
My guess is the lights you were seeing where from their dimensional shift or a small worm hole. I think they use a torsion field that can disrupt anything electrical that is near by when this happens. Animals can sense a lot more then we can. From my own experience I know that these being can and do shape shift. Sometimes as cats. I somethimes think one of our “rescue” cats is a being that is permeately here to guard me or just keep an eye one me. The things I could tell you about this cat.
Anyway write down everything you can remember and I would suggest making a report here:
http://www.ufocenter.com/ and/or MUFON. If you remember anything else please let me know. If you need to talk more please don’t hesitate to get a hold of me. Take care and I’m sure we’ll talk soon.
Michael-
February/23/13
Missing time again today.... I got up very early, & looked at the clock 3 1/2 hours later & I was still drinking my 1st cup of coffee.... Wish I could remember....
I had a rash on my left shoulder & arm. Real itchy, took benadryl & I thought it went away.
Actually I looked and the benadryl stopped the itching, but my whole body was covered with a rash. There was a very small cut on the back of my left shoulder.
 
I looked in the mirror & saw a small cut on my forehead as well. I had a cyst on my forhead about the size of a pea & I was wondering how I was going to get a dr to remove it. (Because of my allergies, I have a hard time finding doctors who will work on me.) It was gone & I had what's in the picture.
They were both very small incisions or cuts & it looks like something is in the one on my shoulder, but we could only see it when I blew it up, They were both completely healed by the next morning with no scars. Even the scar I had on my forehead from a previous surgery was gone.
Wednesday April 6/2013
I went to bed last night with a white silk nightie on. When I woke up, I was naked & my nightie was on the floor at the foot of the bed.
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I used to have this dream from about age 40 or so until just recently, at least once a month it seems like.
I was driving down a dirt road way out in the country somewhere. There was a big open field where I stopped, got out of my car & started to walk across it. I went some distance & slowly what looked like a huge glass dome came into sight. I kept walking toward it & as I got closer, 2 'Beings' approached me, one from each side & walked with me. We didn't speak. When we got near, an opening appeared & we entered.
The next thing I remember is being in a room with a large like a conference table. The table was surrounded with 'elders'. They told me that I was there by my own free will & could leave any time I wanted to, but they hoped I would stay & look around, see if I thought I could be comfortable there. They told me their intention for me was that I would choose to stay & teach the children.
Then I was in an apartment or loft that was beautifully furnished & I understood that it was set up for me. I was alone. I looked in the closet & found many colorful clothes. I changed into a flowing dark purple dress & some sandals &decided to go see the 'city'.
I found myself on a people mover like at the airports, & passed many galleries, stores, parks…. I got off in front of a pub or restaurant-bar kind of place, went in & sat at a table. There was music playing in the background & it was like nothing I've ever heard before…. Amazing. I ate food that I've never seen before & the taste was indescribable. When I was done, 2 humanoid beings sat down at the table with me, a male & a female. She asked me telepathically if I had decided yet if I would stay & teach the children. I always wake up at that point.
After I 'Dreamed' The following, I realized that it's been a long time since I had the dream. I'm wondering if maybe I decided that I DO want to teach the children, so the dream is of no use any more.
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I think it was about May 14/2013
Children dream
WOW!
I was on board a craft & there were 2 Beings walking beside me, one on each side. We came to a wall that opened up. They walked with me into the room. It was full of children, about 20 I would guess. They were of all sizes, ages & races…. There were a few who stood out to me & somehow felt familiar. An older boy & girl…. She looked about 13 or so & a boy who looked a bit older than her. Also a little girl that was maybe 7 or 8 but it was hard to tell by the way she looked. I was also drawn to a little boy, maybe 2ish. When I entered the room, all of the children were smiling & came over to me. I knelt down & they all began touching my hair & my face. That's all I remember. I woke up at that point. I remember that there was something about their eyes…. They were so beautiful, but there was something different about them & I feel that it's important to remember, but I can't….
I can't find the paper I wrote about this on, so this is my best memory today. If I remember something different or find my notebook, I'll correct it later. Also without my notebook, I'm not sure of the date but it would have been just a couple of nights later & also came to me in a dream.
I was back on board the craft. Again the same 2 beings were walking with me, but this time they entered the room with me. All of the same children were there & it was a repeat of my last visit with me kneeling down & them coming to me & touching my face & hair. Then 1 of the beings made a movement with his hand & all but the 4 children whom I felt a connection to left the room. They asked me if I knew who the children were & I said that I thought so. They told me that 3 of them were my children, the older girl & boy & also the 8 year old girl. I asked if they were Michael's children also. They said that the oldest 2 were Michaels & mine. The 8 year old girl was mine with one of them. I asked about the 2 year old boy & they said he was Michaels & one of them. The oldest boy was 14 of our years. He had dark brown hair, looked very human except his eyes were a little bit larger. They were dark brown. He was slender. The girl was 13 of our years. She was a little shorter than me (I'm 5') & very tiny. Her eyes were dark purple! They also were rather large for her face & slightly tilted upward on the outer corners. Not a lot though. She was very pretty & had light brown hair a little past her shoulders. They both came over to me & hugged me & I kissed their cheeks. Then I knelt down & the little girl came over to me. I kind of cradled her in my lap & she laid her head on my chest. She was very small, maybe just a little over 3' tall. Her eyes were the bluest blue I've ever seen. BIG EYES! (Mine are light blue.) Her hair was blond & very thin or sparse. Her skin was very white but had a slight pinkish tint to it. I'm not sure if the word is right but the word opaque comes to mind.... Then she stood up & my oldest daughter brought Michael's little boy to me. He was such a delight! He giggled & laughed & kept touching my face. He was about the normal size of a human 2 year old child. He had a little bit of very light brown hair but it was also sparse. His eyes were brown I think & were big. His skin was a very very light greenish-blue.
I realized what it was about their eyes…. They have pupils but there is no whites in their eyes. I looked it up & it is called the sclera, and is a fibrous, protective, outer layer of the eye containing fiber & nerves that help our eyes turn. I realized that most of the children's eyes were like that, but not all of them.
That's all I remember.
Again, I can't find my notebook so will make corrections later if I need to. It was a few nights later that this message came to me in dream form again.
I was with Michael & the same 2 beings aboard the craft. We walked into the same room but this time only the 4 children were there. The 2 oldest went up to Michael & our son was holding Michael's youngest son. They hugged him & he hugged them back & kissed each other's cheeks. My youngest daughter was standing with me & we had our arms around each other. Michael came over to us & bent down & hugged her. I remember hugging them all goodbye & then I turned & left Michael in the room with his children. The Beings left also. I woke up as I was leaving the room.
email from Michael Hancock - May/31/13
Char,
These are real memories they are allowing you to know because you want or need to know. They know what we are thinking about ALL the time. So when we think of something such as this they know it and ease your thoughts by letting you know. I welled up just reading about hugging my other kids. : ) It’s like I can feel that moment just by reading it. I can picture them in my head. Whether it’s really them I am picturing or just what I think they would look like I don’t know. But it felt really good. Pure Love.
Thank you for sharing all that. I know it’s deeply personal but I guess since we have already lived it I can know. More and more I can feel that DNA waking up. My emotions are getting stronger, I can feel other peoples emotions just by being close to them. Doesn't matter if it’s a happy time or an angry time or a sad time. I can feel them all. I’m going to start checking my body better and more for any new marks. It seems their activity is increasing so maybe we are getting close to whatever the plan is. I’m ready. I’ve been prepping my self being for a few years now. I can feel I’m ready to do whatever it is we are going to be doing.
Love,
Michael~
Tuesday June 4th 2013
Today I looked at the clock & it was 2:26. I watched a 6 minute utube, looked at the clock again & it was 3:20.
Sunday June 9 2013
I was sitting at my desk & looked through the screen in the sliding door. I saw what kind of looked like rain at first. Then I wasn't sure what it was. I went to the door & looked out. I could still see it, but it wasn't rain. I'm thinking I was seeing some sort of energy field or something similiar. I went outside on the patio & it became even clearer. The sky was a medium blue with lots of clouds, some were the whitest clouds I've ever seen. Whatever energy that I was seeing was in a constant flow from the sky to the ground. I also saw a bird & a plane that was leaving a chemtrail. After the chemtrail started disapating, the energy or whatever I was seeing just stopped, but I could see an energy sphere around the streetlights that were just coming on. It actually looked like they were pulsing.
Evie called just as I was done writing this. I told her what I saw, but didn't tell her about the bird or chemtrail. She started laughing & said that what I was seeing was Sylphs. I've heard of them, but quick did a search online. This is the 1st thing I pulled up...This is a page devoted to examing the recent activity of Sylphs in transmuting, neutralizing, and destroying the noxious substances being sprayed as chemtrails....Sylphs (also called sylphids) are mythological creatures in the Western tradition. The term originates in Paracelsus, who describes sylphs as invisible beings of the air, elementals of air.
June 17th/2013
I was running through a field with the children. We were laughing & grabbing each other & pulling each other down where we would roll in the middle of the most beautiful exquisite flowers I've ever seen. We were walking through the woods & I was showing the children different kinds of herbs like mullen & telling them that you can boil the mullen leaves to make a tea that is good for inflammation or you can smoke it to help with breathing for asthma or other lung problems. Then I saw us tapping Maple trees & picking lavender to make lavender syrup. There was a big garden that was divided off & each child had his/her own section. We were working in the gardens together. I was laughing as I told them stories about 'Grandpa Charlie's' gardens & how he grew enough tomatoes to feed the whole town & how he basically did by giving them all away.
This part of the dream was different. I could still see myself interacting with the children but I was standing off to the side watching the kids & my Spirit Guide Marissa was with me. I asked her why I was there & she said to teach the children. I told her that I knew that but wanted to know why. They are so advanced as a species that they could easily teach them the things they had me doing. She told me that they wanted the children to have the intimate contact of us. Like me telling them about my dad. The world is going to go through much more change with weather related disasters & the pole shift & even though the earth will not be destroyed, there will be many geological changes. There will also be a large loss of human life, but there will be many survivors also who will need to learn a new way of life. The hybrid children are being created to be sent to earth to help the people rebuild both with daily living & skills & also they will be teaching the people Spirituality. As a species any of them can see us & what we are doing. So the children 'see' the emotions & hardships that we go through. They as a species are so advanced that they have worked through all of the emotions that we experience along that line. The feelings of grief, sadness, violence, hatred…. Most of the species that are observing earth are beings that are so full of love. They are very emotionally evolved beings along that line. By being with the 'teachers' & there are many of us, they learn much more than the skills we are helping them with. They have never experienced tears until we interacted with them. But they are so emotional, that when we talk of things that touch our hearts, they actually cry too & experience the actual feeling. Those are the things that they are not able to teach the children themselves but they as well as the kids are able to learn those emotions too by watching us interact. And it is easier for the kids to understand & learn about those things because they are part human.
MEDITATION: June 24th/2013
Marissa appeared to me. She gave me information about ascension & the 5th dimension. Also more about Michael & the children.
I forget to eat a lot of the time. Doug reminds me or I'd probably go without. She said that is because my DNA is changing & I'm starting to go into my light body. But it is still important to my human body that I take care of it & I know that she's right. It's just really hard right now. When we ascend eating will be a choice because we enjoy something but our light bodies will not need nourishment from food.
In the 5th dimension, we are beings of love. She told me I am of Pleiadian linage. On my father's side.
I asked her about Michael & the children. Our other children too, with 'them'. She said that humans are the only beings that experience jealousy. That because THEY are beings of love they understand what love really is & that it is irrational to think that you can only love one person with a romantic or sexual kind of love. That is a concept that humans struggle with. Some of the grays used to & still do abduct humans as well as the reptilians, but most of the grays are beings of love also. We are always given the choice to go with them. One of the purposes they want for us to partake in is creating the hybrid children. But even then, it is our choice to do so. We in fact choose our partners, whether it is a human partner or one of them. (Remember that most of us who go with them have an 'alien' bloodline, so even merging with another 'human' creates a hybrid child.) Michael & I chose each other because we developed a bond when we were among them, so it was natural for us to merge & create children. That's what they call it instead of sex. We also chose our other partners for the same reason. She said in fact, Michael & I have more children together as well as with our other partners. I have only so far been allowed to remember the ones that I teach.
I asked why I just can't stay with them & she said because I have not completed the lessons that I wanted to learn by coming to Earth. Also, because we are energy, we can be in different dimensions at the same time, that in fact many dimensions overlay each other but because of the frequency of the energy vibrations, we don't see the others until we reach that level ourselves.
I asked if she would tell me some people who are in my Soul Group & she said that I already knew many or had run across some that I am aware of. She said that sometimes we only have short contact with some in the lives we chose but most appear & play an integral part in each lifetime.
Some of mine are: My Grandfather & Grandmother on my father's side, Dad, My brother Ralph, Doug, Jacquie, James(My X-husband who has passed over), Michael , Sharon(We remember each other from a past life), Joseph(My son), Brad(My son), Deni, Willow, Carroll, Nancy from Moonlodge, Cindra(Remembers me from a past life), John(a hybrid), Stanette(Nojama - My Native American teacher) Don & Jenn MoonBear(A shaman & teacher & also a hybrid).
6/29/2013
I don't know if this relates to anything, but when I woke up both of my hands ached so bad! Even the bones hurt in my fingers, hands & just a little past my wrists. They were like that all day. When I woke up the next morning, they were fine.
Saturday 7/6/2013
I set my alarm & got up at 8:30. Willow was supposed to be here at 10. I wrote a message to Michael at 11:06 & I know I saw his message before that but don't remember what time. Willow called me about 11:30 & asked where I was this morning. She said she was here about a quarter to 10 but nobody answered the door & her key wouldn't work in the lock! (Doug was & is sleeping as usual.)
I checked my alarm clock to see if it had been set for the right time. It was. I was sitting right here at my desk about 5' from the front door, on my computer & drinking my coffee. I don't know if it's related, but I have a small scratch or cut on my coccyx.
Missing time?
Saturday 7/27/2013
This morning I woke up & had to pee real bad so went to the bathroom & it burned really bad. When I wiped, there was blood but it wasn't from my vaginal area, it was more by my clit & lips.... It felt like it was scraped or something. This is the 1st time I've felt violated. There was also some thick gooey brown substance on my pillowcase. Weird. I've always believed I go of my own free will & have never felt like they've hurt me.
Michael said that I may have OK'd it but just don't remember it.
I'm just getting ready for bed, don't know why I didn't look this morning - I have 5 bruises on my upper right thigh.
Monday 7/29/2013
I'm going to start adding how I get the memories.... This one was during a deep meditation.
I was with the 3 children of mine who I have already met and apparently my other 'mate' or at least one of them. He looked like a mix of a human & a grey. The 5 of us were in a field, running together. We dropped down on the ground, held each other & rolled around. After a few minutes, we all sat up & he told me that his name is (What sounded like) Ajgeam. He is my 8 year old daughter's father. He said he was leaving us so I could have time with the children alone, that soon I will start remembering our times together.
My oldest son started by saying that Ajgeam told them that I would probably like to know their names. I smiled & said of course! He told me that children are allowed to pick their own names. I asked how old they were when they got to do that & all 3 kids laughed. He said that they are different than my earth children. When a child is born in that demension, they already know many things. Since communication is telepathic, they can correspond immediately. They also know their purpose, what they will do in time. They are asked what they would like their name to be. He said most of them choose names that relate to nature or the earth since they will be coming there. Sometimes animals, seasons or sometimes things in the sky. He said his name is Fallon Brown. He chose that name because he will be 'Falling On' the Earth when he comes to help humanity rebuild. He chose Brown because that color is of the earth & is a calming color & also synbolizes stability which the earth will need. It also reminds him of his fathers eyes.
My 8 year old jumped up from the ground & scootched onto my lap. (She is very tiny for an 8 year old.) She said "Me next! My name is Cloud Dancer, but you can just call me Cloud or Dancer." I asked her why she chose that name & she said "Because of the color of my skin, white but kind of a pinkish look like clouds sometimes get at sunset on Earth." I said how cool is that! She said that she wasn't finished yet & said "That was just 1 reason. The other is because when you were sick all the women gave you your Native American name, Cloud Walker.... I like that. But I don't want to just walk, I want to dance!" She squeezed my neck & then sat beside me.
My older daughter kissed my cheek & brushed my hair back. Then she told me that her name was Lavender Lilac because she knows those are 2 of my favorite flowers & that lavender is used in many Spiritual rituals & lilacs are my favorite flower & they were my moms favorite & also her moms. She said I can just call her 'Purpie' though cause both flowers are purple.
As soon as she was done telling me that my meditation broke & I was back in my room alone.
Thinking about how they choose their names, I thought about Michael's Earth children Ivy & Autumn & wondered if there is some kind of connection. Maybe they are some of the Star Children that are already here to help....
I was kind of upset because Charene used my name for the broadcast, but Ajgeam came to me & said not to worry, it is all as it should be.
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